im a single mother of a 2 year old son and a 2 week old daughter. i live with their father but im tired of always feeling alone and betrayed. i have been looking for a place of my own. im originally from california. i moved to mississippi to be with him thinking we were going to be a happy family but all he has done is cheat and make me feel like im a bad person. i would go back home but i have no one there who can help me. my father is a pot head and a woman beater and my mom stays in a small 1 bedroom apartment with my brother that is roach infested. i have no where to turn.
i need help. i just dont know what to do. my boyfriend alienated me from my friends and family. his family dosent like me and im in a state im unfamiliar with. on top of it all i dont have a job. i just had a baby. i have no help. can someone please point me in the right direction? its time for me to live for myself and kids and not for a man.